UPDATE: LIFE
Hi blog friends ! Wow what a wonderful wonderful day I've had today :) The day started with a lie in which in my case means I slept until about 9:30. I went straight from the bed right into the shower because I felt so gross that I just wanted to be clean haha so I took a long shower. I Went out of the shower and went to munch on my breakfast. I sat down on the sofa and watched Million Dollar Listings New York with mom and dad and just took it easy.
At 11 my mother and father went to the doctors because my mom is not feeling well :( and I put on Pitch Perfect 2! And it is genuinely such a funny and delightful feel-good movie, really. Then I started to take out all the things we have to have with us down to Poland tomorrow... and gosh I have so much stuff haha LOL. 4 cardboard boxes, 3 IKEA bags, two suitcases, 1 carry-on luggage bag. 2 backpacks, a Colmar bag, a laundry basket full of things and then my mother and I have a backpack and purse each too and 2 toilet bags that do not fit anywhere xD I'm so lucky that we will drive down so that if I see things that I won't need I'll just send them back home with my mom again.
When everything was taken out of my room I moved some stuff around such as my nightstand, and now it feels like my room FINALLY Is like I really want it, without the bags, cardboard boxes and unnecessary crap everywhere. It is airy and feels empty, but just in the right way. . I then took the bike to Åhlens and met up with Isabelle and Karro at H & M Home, Pop up store and I bought a tray with banana leaves on which I have wanted for several months and also a transparent toilet bag for my makeup. Then we went to Kungshallen and ate Asian "tapas" we shared noodles and 3 small dishes and got a lunch for SEK 33 each, which is so cheap. After the food had settled a bit, we went to Espresso House across the street for dessert. I took a carrot cake cupcake (?), Isabelle took a caramel cheesecake and Karro 2 small mini brownies and then we waited half an hour to buy drinks because if you buy something before 2 pm and then save the receipt you get half the price of a drink of your choice that you buy after 2 pm. Such a bargain! We sat and talked a lot of crap (XD) and then at 3 pm we parted with Isabelle and Karro and I went around the Åhlens and mentally decorated our future home while we strolled around Åhlens home department. Everything Copper / rosé and white for me with a touch of pastel, wow that's life.
After that we went up to Tegnerlunden for a last minute together on a nostalgia trip, while we were talking about ancient memories of High School at EG (which is located in Tegnerlunden, a park) and listened to music and watched one last summer blue and cloudless sky. We talked about life, about the future and about the world. Of anxiety, school and partners. Eventually we had to give in to the cold (and de facto Karro needed to study) and we went our separate ways for now this time we will be apart for 3 weeks, next time who knows how long.
But all in all, it may have been one of the best days in a long time. Knowing that I did not have to do anything special that day, no stress, no unnecessary anxiety. But only conversation in real life with my two closest friends as of right now. That's life, and it's days like this that life is made for.


