anatomi tills ögonen blöder
hey blog, what a week I've had, my God is the only word that can describe it well enough.
we have in 2 weeks and 3 lessons made clear all the bones in the body except the cranium and we will on Friday have a test of EVERYTHING we have done so far. And yes, of course I know much more than I did before, but I'm no way close to knowing everything I need to. I study all the time, it feels like, every waking minute that I do not exercise or eat, or that I am at lectures I sit at home or at the library and read. and I've barely had time to do anything but anatomy this entire week. on Monday, for example, I have a test (okay small test) in histology and I can do nothing because I do not understand anything, but atleast anatomy is way more interesting than histology. The histology is bullshit for real, like the weirdest subject I've ever had, so weird. Then I got to know that every chemistry lesson, we will have the test and you have to get one of the two questions correctly to get to do stuff in the laboratory. and there are so many rules and shit that you have to remember and a lot of lessons that only take unnecessary time. YUK
anyways this week went by fast, which is a plus but eh not so fun, one of my buddies has decided to quit already, he knows that this is not his thing, I understand him, my God, I have also been in such thoughts and kind thought: "what am I even doing here !?" but then I remember what the goal is for 6 years and I remember the summer practice that we will do and suddenly everything goes a bit easier. Do not get me wrong now, I think most of it is fun, I think the anatomy is interesting and funny and so on and the History of Medicine and Sociology but I am just overwhelmed at how much the teachers are trying to push into our heads at once. Then it's awkward to study the whole entire time by myself but I think I prefer it to sitting on listening to boring teachers babble on.
I think that things are interesting but difficult, all the little things on all the bones and so on.
Not next week but the week after, I have a presentation of the history of medicine, of Surgery through time and my partner have about anesthesia, it is very interesting, you can, for example, imagine that they operateda a hole in the skull without anesthesia or anything and it took at least 1 hour to get through the skull. YIKES imagine what the patient must squealing and surely passed out from the pain.
Oh now I babble a lot,
anyway I've learnt a lot, and even if I say I "know nothing" I notice myself that most things have stuck in my head and I learn very much And it's funny how much I complain haha
Btw, you should all listen to this song, oh it is incredible .. Is a little bit in love with the fact
<3 Have a good weekend, I will 110%